Tidbits from the psych report.......ALMOST ALL PURE GOLD FOR PISTORIUS
Things might be "easier if he were dead," but "his family has been put through enough"
"I was someone going somewhere," said Pistorius
Has 4-5 cups of coffee daily, takes Cipralex (antidepressant), Dorminoc (insomnia) and Urbanol (anticonvulsant)
"Lost many of his friends because he no longer enjoys socializing or going out"
Psychologist says he saw "two Oscar's" in his analysis of #Pistorius, one an "international superstar"; the other "vulnerable & fearful"
Took care of Oscar & Aimee when their mom was unable to, sometimes after drinking too much
"Biggest dream" was to race against able-bodied athletes, fulfilling his mom's opinion he was not disabled."
Had a troubled relationship w/women being pursued by "Victoria's Secret" publications
Relationship with Reeva was "probably only the second one where he felt trust, security and real companionship"
"Ms Steenkamp shared his views on religion and would often listen to his 'Hillsong' music while driving in her car"
"Held regular prayer and Bible discussion at his residence with fellow Christians."
"He prayed daily and still does"
"Suspicious" of women because of "his fame and the media attention he received"
"At times…he could converse with confidence about subjects relating to athletics, business, cars, motorbikes and politics"
OP has lost interest in living and no longer enjoys the things he used to
Since shooting OP says he is depressed, wants to be alone and feels people look at him differently
"Scored "significant scores" on post-traumatic stress disorder, agoraphobia, social phobia & alcohol abuse"
"To everybody's surprise he took her [Steenkamp] to his grandfather's funeral,"
"Pistorius doesn't suffer from clinically significant anxiety"
"Ability to distinguish between rightful or wrongful nature of his deeds" was unaffected."
"Currently accused presents with an Adjustment Disorder with mixed anxiety and depressed mood."
OP has PTSD and is mourning loss of Reeva.
There were no signs of abuse or coercion in relationship with ReevaAll before the gag order.............No soup for you Nel ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
